Wow, another year has gone by. It feels like it was just yesterday we first hung out. But a year has flew by, and it's been 9 miserable month's since we've legitly talked. It's sad when someone who was you're bestfriend becomes someone you don't even know anymore. I don't know why any of us don't put the effort in to fix this situation. I know that where we stand right now, is mostly my fault. But I've tried, I just want you guys to too. If only you knew the fucken guilt I've been holding in, each and every passing day since that one day. But ohwell, everything happens for a reason. I hope y'all have a very happy holiday because you gave me my best winter break in O9.