I'm gonna miss this. Being fourteen & all, this year went by, byfar the fastest ever. It doesn't even feel like I'll be turning halfway to thirty in less than 5 hours. I sound old, don't I :( I remembered, once I turned fourteen, I felt so old. LOL Then, I realised it was going to be another 365 days until I'd have my day again. I'll never forget my fourteenth. It was actually one of the best years, ever. I made and met so many new people, even some I know won't be leaving for quite awhile. And I realised who were my real & true friends and who were fckn waste maaansz. I'm not as excited that it's my birthday, cos I don't even have any expectations atm, cos of everything that's happening in the house right now. I hope my fifteenth is gonna be a bomb year, just like this year :). Hopefully, I will be getting a job sooontimes :( , and making my own money for my lunch and my own clothes. This year, I didn't bother with any count downs or telling people and boosting that tomorrow is my birthday, because, I wanted to see who'll truly remember and whatnot. And who truely knows us. The reason why I didn't have a jam was cause I didn't wanna keep relying and spending my mom's money, cause she can use it for other useful tings, right? Yeah, I decided I was gonna go on a job hunt right when I turn 15, so wish me luck. ^^