27 March, 2010
Fckn Wastemans.
No words can describe the hatred you guys have built up between us. It's well obvious, this pathway was continuing for quite awhile. I can't believe we thought you guys were way different from all the other guys. The ones who actually gave a shit, and appreciate what's infront of their tiny eyes. You really had us fooled, I don't ever think it'll ever be the same as it was before ever again. The funny thing is, you guys think the whole fckn world revolves only around you guys. No, you can't and certainly don't deserve anyone. Stop fckn messing around with other girls just cos you got your sorry fatass dumped. You're nothing special AT ALL. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD. I'm just so fckn sorry and feel soo stupid of even being friends at first. At first, all you guys would do is sleep and waste your whole fckn days away, before WE came along. You guys arrrrrrrre waay to oblivious of anyone's else's feeling's just because now people ACTUALLY want to fckn hangout with you. It's not right, you can't treat your old friend's like shit and put ignorance up their asses. Stop being so hypocritical too. If they really were soo fckn boring and annoying, I don't think this fucked up pathway would have lead you very far. Stop thinking NOTHING'S WRONG. There is, OPEN UP THOSE EYES. Why should we even bother on wastemans, when WE know they won't be in our future? We're done trying, it's getting pointless and fckn annoying. Don't plan on walking in if you were already planning to walk out of our lives. You're wasting everyone's times. Your's, Them's, and worstly but most importantly MINE. What hurts the most, was being so close. I could've spent all those times with my actualy true friends other than wastes. It's like we would've just call down our plan in order to spend time, but it would never be reciprocal to any of us. And all you responses would just accumulate with negative ways of saying no's with excuses. I don't think there are anyone out there like any of us, so willingly to put up with all this bullshit. Seriously. If you think this was harsh?! Just wait til karma fckn comes slap you in the faces. At first it was pretty much "oh, no biggie" But you KNOW it's way out of hand. Don't pretend you don't. YOU know that nothing's ever the same, the way we reply to one another ISN'T the same, and most of all, our feelings towards you guys are now just the same as any other wastes. Yeah, it did hurt at first, we've learned to let go eventually. I hope you can't sleep andyou dream about it. And when you dream, I hope you can't slleep and scream about it. I hope your conscience eats at you, and you can't breathe without us. This time, it's not our loss. It's your's, & if anything, you did it to yourselves, no one's gonna keep being there to fckn save your sorry asses anymore. This is just so pathetic of you guys. Have a fckn happy life, I can't believe I wasted so much time. Don't bother talking or crawling back. Reality will hit you hard, and you're going to realize who were your only true friends that ever gave any fckn piece of shit about you. The most bitter goodbyes, are the ones that leaves us all with unspoken thoughts and unexpressed emotions. Sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again. It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. ;Waiting for you guys was like waiting for the rain in a drought; useless & dissappointing. Don't you ever for a second get to thinking, you're irreplaceable. Once you come crawling back, we're already gone.